heartbreak

Just got done crying my eyes out. I'll probably start again when I put my laptop down. 320 days. 320. I don't know if that's a lot or a little. It was enough to make this big of an impact on me. It's taking a lot for me not to walk into the kitchen and stab what's already been stabbed so many times - yet this time it'd be intentional. I don't know what to do or say anymore... I don't know how I'm going to act normal around people. The ring would've looked great on your finger...