I Wanted To Do This Again

RULES
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.


Are you male or female? Cheek to Cheek
Describe yourself. Car Underwater
What do people feel when they're around you? All Black
Describe your current relationship. Heaven Help Us
Where would you like to be now? Teeth The Size of Piano Keys
How do you feel about love? Great White Whale
What's your life like? Teardrops On My Guitar
What would you ask for if you had only one wish? 2112 (??????)
Say something wise. Prelude 12/21
If someone says "Is this ok?" you say: The Body of Death of The Man With the Body of Death
How would you describe yourself? A Lonely September
What do you like in a guy/girl? Light Up The Sky
How do you feel today? A Mad Russians Christmas
What's the purpose of your life? Closer
What is your motto? Slow Dance
What do your friends think of you? Duality
What do you think of your parents? Good Life
What do you think about very often? 8th Grade (Actually, not at all...)
What is 2+2? Break It Out
What do you think of your best friend? Write You A Song
What do you think of the person you like? Tears
What's your life story? If You Seek Amy (LOL)
What do you want to be when you grow up? Masterpiece Theatre
What will you dance to at your wedding? Chokechain (LOL, Damn I hope so)
What will they play at your funeral? Close My Eyes Forever (Irony)
What's your hobby? Otherside
What's your biggest fear? On My Own
What's your biggest secret? More Than That

Oh, and YOU

You think you are so funny, so witty. I told you it was one of the worst days I've had in a long time. You said, "Oh, boohoo," without knowing a thing. I wasn't complaining and saying my life was so awful. I was angry and upset at myself. I knew it was all my fault and I am the reason I am upset. I could have prevented this. But that gives you no right to tell me he won't last. Messing around? Yeah, right. Get over it. Fuck you. You don't know anything about me. I guess I didn't know you very well myself. All I was looking for was a friend. Sorry, I can't live up to your picture-perfect standards.

Issues

My commitment issues are mixing with my attachment issues. I'm afraid to be with one person for too long but I'm afraid to lose anyone. The attachment issue is kind of beating the commitment. But I don't want either. I feel like I need him. I barely have him. It's only been a short time. But I guess it's a little different this time. He's different. But I need to learn. Neither issue can control me. At least, I can try not to let them. If I can stop the tears, I can stop these fears.

Go Away

You know how when you have those amazing moments you'd love to live over again a thousand times but you can't. But then when something terrible happens, it's replaying constantly. My one regret. Always in the back of my mind. Anytime I close my eyes, the memory comes back. It's sad when one of your favorite scenes from a movie now reminds you of what happened. It won't go away. Anywhere I am, it's there. Something that triggers that memory. I don't know when or even if it will go away.