You Are Not Alone?

So many songs state those words, along with many people in the world. But that's not fucking true. You're ALWAYS alone. There's no one there after you're older to help you with your problems, to take care of you. You're on your own. And it's not cool. It's not fun. Life is a scary, dark place. And I hardly wanna be a part of it anymore. I can't do this. I can't be alone. What if they all leave me? I'm going to be all alone... More than alone. I don't even feel real anymore.